Thursday, August 1, 2013

Early Unraveling: All Our Yesterdays by Cristin Terrill

All Our Yesterdays Cristin Terril
Title: All Our Yesterdays
Series: N/A
Publication Date: August 1, 2013

"You have to kill him." Imprisoned in the heart of a secret military base, Em has nothing except the voice of the boy in the cell next door and the list of instructions she finds taped inside the drain.

Only Em can complete the final instruction. She’s tried everything to prevent the creation of a time machine that will tear the world apart. She holds the proof: a list she has never seen before, written in her own hand. Each failed attempt in the past has led her to the same terrible present—imprisoned and tortured by a sadistic man called the doctor while war rages outside. 

Marina has loved her best friend James since the day he moved next door when they were children. A gorgeous, introverted science prodigy from one of America’s most famous families, James finally seems to be seeing Marina in a new way, too. But on one disastrous night, James’s life crumbles apart, and with it, Marina’s hopes for their future. Now someone is trying to kill him. Marina will protect James, no matter what. Even if it means opening her eyes to a truth so terrible that she may not survive it. At least not as the girl she once was. 

All Our Yesterdays is a wrenching, brilliantly plotted story of fierce love, unthinkable sacrifice, and the infinite implications of our every choice.
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My Thoughts

I'm not sure what to make of this book ultimately. I love time travel books so I was excited to read this one. I don't know what I was expecting but it certainly wasn't what I got.

Marina was an incredibly hard character to like. Actually, I really didn't like her throughout pretty much the whole book. Sure she had some growth towards the end, but it was too little, too late. The way she treated Finn and Luz...Just no... I just couldn't stand her. I also disliked James. He was unstable from the get go, and not the kind where I would have felt some kind of sympathy or compassion or pity. Anything to balance it out. The only likable characters were Finn and Luz. Without them I would have stopped reading this a long time ago. Finn was so sweet and caring and just such a great person. Sadly, Luz was only there during the beginning, so really Finn was the saving grace.

I also didn't like how the story was set up. We kept getting flashbacks from Finn and Em about what had happened to them, but not once could I come up with how it all really went down. I couldn't connect the how of their situation had come about from what it was before, because as much as James was unstable I didn't think he was that stupid to have been manipulated like that, but I guess I was wrong. So what was the point of all the flashbacks? They don't even tell us how Em became such a badass. Nothing at all was explained till about the last 5% and by then I just didn't really care. It was also a very unsatisfying explanation and that ending was also a cop out.

Throughout the book we are told that James = Time machine = Doomed World. Therefore,  Em + Finn have to save the world by killing James. But it was never once explained HOW it all goes down. How James built the machine, how they started using it as a weapon, how that even worked really and why James let it all happen. This was, like I said before, all explained in the last 5% of the book. Too little too late.

Let's talk about the time travel concept that was used here. I didn't get it. I mean theoretically when they explained it, I got it. But I just don't see how it could all actually work out. It seems as if every time they used the machine to go back in time it's as if you had reset time for a short period. Therefore time starts from the point in which you went back. If nothing significant changes in the amount of time that Time gives them before they get killed off, the future stays the same, but if it does change before that person gets taken by Time then it all resets from that point on? It's all just really strange and hard to follow, because I still can't comprehend how all that would work, with how much they actually change. 

This is also ties in with the silly ending. 


Silly because I just don't buy it. Young Finn died before young James did which means that with everything that we are being told Finn should stay dead, but instead James stays dead and Finn somehow gets to live? I don't get it! Why point that out specifically (Em and Finn were discussing this exactly before they confronted James), when you are not going to even follow through? It's not like I wanted Finn dead. He was the only character I truly liked, but I just can't accept that ending either.


So yeah, this book by no means is unreadable, but there were just entirely too many things I didn't like in the end.

Would I Recommend it?


  1. I'm sorry you didn't like this book! I really loved it, though I had some of the same remarks as you did. The end was indeed super weird, this solution was not logical and it left me confused. I had a hard time connecting with Marina too, especially in the beginning, she was just so shallow.

  2. Yeah she was. Her complete turn around was both nice and welcome, but the flashbacks didn't really explain how they became such badasses either. There were just so many unanswered questions. It was frustrating. But I'm glad I'm not the only who thought that ending is weird xD

  3. ***SPOILERS***

    Let me try to explain the ending the way I understood it. After Finn and James died toward the end of the novel, I think the time machine still got built because the doctor had shared the secrets of Cassandra with Richter in the past (so the time machine was already being built before Nate even died). Therefore, Marina was still caught and interrogated, and she still escaped and went back into time and killed James before he could kill Finn. The Marina we see at the end is a result of that, which is why Finn is still alive there.

    At least, that's what I took from the ending. Time travel is very confusing, so it's hard to wrap my brain around it. In her sequel, I think she's going to bring James back in some timeline and give him a happier ending. I don't understand why Em didn't try saving his parents from that car crash before trying anything else. It seems to me that should have been the first step, as he may have never been interested in time travel if that hadn't happened.

  4. I think they tried that? Not sure though, already forgot. But that explanation still doesn't fly. It doesn't matter if the time machine was still built. The original Finn is now dead, therefore, it's game over, the same as how original James is dead, so no more James period. And if James is dead there is no need for her to get interrogated because she wouldn't have the notes that they want because there is no James anymore. I don't know it;s just the way she put in the concept doesn't tie in with how everything else played out.


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